I’m tired of feeling this fucking sad an alone. The only times that I can interact with people without anxiety is when I drink. An even then I take every little thing someone says or does personally. I burned myself with a cigarette the other day, and it felt wonderful. I’m scared, please make it stop?
You know how the color white is all colors combined and illuminated by each other that it gives you this pale slate.
My theory is that it is the same with emotions.
Emotionless, I don’t think is the absence of emotion, rather the opposite. Emotionless is the color white, it’s all the emotions aggregated and staggered together that you no longer know what you are feeling.
Those who are emotionless are the most emotional, I think. because they feel everything at once without having the luxury to decide one feeling over the other.
'Cats don't have names,' it said.
‘No?’ said Coraline.
‘No,’ said the cat. ‘Now you people have names. That’s because you don’t know who you are. We know who we are, so we don’t need names.
I want to be with you,
it is as simple,
and as complicated as that.